I Miss You
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I Miss You...I Miss You...I Miss You
Is all I can say...what other words will
Let you know...I miss You... I miss You... I miss You
Every single day...I Miss You...I Miss You...I Miss You
My tears fall ...my heart aches...I Miss You I Miss You
I MISS YOU......I MISS YOU....EVER SO MUCH
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Oh sweetie I just miss a lot of things...my ex of 33 yrs. joy...my mom who is dementing too fast...my youth...my enthusiasum...Awww poor me...there are people that really need the I Miss You poem...I am just to selfish...just too into the wrong thought waves...but am feeling pain for other's...for some reason I feel sadness...
Well not to be bringing anyone DOWN here...Just was a quick thought and poem...Have a wonderful day hun and thank you for the comment and the first one...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
G-Ma,
That is so sad to hear. The first thing I saw in the TV in the morning was about the sad episode in Thailand besides the already existing tragedy in Gaza strip. I was searching news for something to cheer about in the new year which is supposed to be "happy" new year. I just started a new thread that I want others to feel good about. If you will excuse me for not being overly promotional here is the link for it. I just want to read news which lifts my spirits or listen to jokes which makes people happy. Even if I don't want to hear the unhappy things around me which sometimes depress me I can't avoid it. I just hope we have some small forum where only fun, joy and happiness of the human spirit is the motive: http://hubpages.com/forum/topic/10345#post113550
You took the words out of my mouth. I can RELATE!
Interesting............G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
Nana sometimes people will say there will always be light at the end of a tunnel but from experience i know sometimes that light might not be enough to comfort us after our journey through that dark tunnel. I have a feeling you are also finding that that light is not enough to ease your pain. God love, friends comforting words,a hug all of these maybe nice to receive but sometimes no amount of 'Glory Be s' can make us forget that deep cut which is hurting us at this moment. Nana it is you who decide what you want to be at the end of that tunnel. It does not have to be light just because everyone says so, if you want the saying to be "There is a cute puppy at the end of a tunnel then let there be a puppy waiting for you, whatever that makes you happy. Life is our clay to shape no matter how old we are. I understand what im saying i really hope you do too. Your baby boy is always here for you Nana. You are not alone.
Ashwin
Beautiful. Did you write that?
Oh Ashwin my sweet babyboy...tears are falling and and and I know you are right...and is Me that should be telling you that...all I want is Peace in my heart Ashwin...just peace...will it ever come to me...sorry I have no right to be sobbing...I still have my mom and my children and my grandchildren and even now Great grandchildren...a house , food, friends and enough $ to get by...yet ever since he left me I just can't get myself back together...Have tried so many ways...I just loved him so much...forgive this old lady ok??? G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
foodstorage...Yes sweetie as it is I wrote it...I guess the point got across?? LOL... Happy New Year Hun...and thanks for the comment it means so much to me...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
Nana the journey is very lonely right. Just a short time ago even the darkest of tunnel felt like a walk in the park when you had your man beside you, now suddenly everything looks so run down and every step is like a thousand pound drag to you. Sweet Nana the pain you are feeling now is because of the love you had for him. if you want to ease your hurt that means you got to forget that love. there is no shortcut to this. i tried and failed miserably. But now i have her with me. She is there when i wake up, she follows me to work, she is there when i get back and she is there when i go to sleep, i talk to her, i listen to her as she talks back. Yes it seems crazy but for me after being alone since the day she passed away reliving everything in my mind is the only way without having to forsake and forget. You can't forget what happened and move on, that will be an insult to your love instead relive the day starting from the moment you met him. Take him away from this cruel world and hide him in your heart and talk to him in your mind. Don't tell anyone where he is. Talk to him when no one is around tell him what happened today. Share with him everything that happens. He is all yours now. Don't tell let anyone know you still have contact with him. This way you will never lose him ever again and you will realize the dark tunnel doesn't seem so dark anymore.
Ashwin
OMG but he is still here ...he still comes to see me...he still helps me out... he still calls me...how do I deal with it?...have you forgotten we were together for 33 years and he left me for a younger woman...wham bam thank you mam...never saw it comming...but I know I will eventually get it together...is just my heart...my heart is almost healed...then something else happens...and it bleeds again...God love you hun...is my problem and I will conquer...Love you babyboy...G-ma :o) Hugs & Peace
Yes Nana i understand but the man you fell in love with 33 yrs ago isn't with you anymore. He has long gone. Get that man and hide him in your heart. Relive your whole live with him again. and strangely the peace you seek so desperately for will come. I know it will. trust me.
Ashwin
Very moving is just a few short words. I feel for you and send you my strength to get thorugh this.
Hugs.
Oh Ashwin you are so right and I shall do as you say, is a good idea...God Love you...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
T.A. Northburg...Thank you my dear...and I will get through it...with all the support on here , how can one Not make it? I just feel such a fool...I just want to be free...so will try Ashwin's way...he has been through far more than I...Happy New Year...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
G-Ma,I just came across this hub and I am sooo sad for your pain.Living for 33 years means you have grown up together and just when you need him all the more as age catches up..he leaves.Its not fair! The rejection must hurt you all the more.I hope you dont mind if I tell you of an incident which happened near here 10 yrs ago.The guy left the wife with a 2 month baby and a 2 yr old son for another fashionable girl.The wife was so shaken that after the initial shock she prefered to think that he was killed in an accident.She went about telling everyone that and much much later,I heard that had married someone else.I know this sounds horrifying but then,that was her way of dealing her grief,her rejection and maybe the time they had together!She did not want to spoil the memory of times spent together.I'm sorry,G-Ma,but this story just popped up when I read yours.Hope you are not offended.Just felt like sharing this story!Happy New Year G-Ma and hope you find happiness and peace of mind.
Laila...Thank you sweetie...but I feel as if I am finally coming around to my old self...there seems to be a bit of pain left and is why I write it out in poems...and you are so right about as we age and really need each other he takes off...to feel young again I guess..God Bless Him anyways...What we had was really wonderful...for me anyways...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
G-Ma you are so wonderful..your goodness shows the way you react.You still wish him well in spite of everything..yes..something good will definitely come the way of such a wonderful and selfless person like you!Wish you all happiness!
Awww Thank you my dear...Life is too short to begrudge people...I forgive him but I can't forget him...so is my problem...Thanks dear for the support..you are sweet..G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
G-Ma,
I know how you feel. Sometimes I get sad because I feel I've lost me youth, as well. I am lucky; I have so much to be grateful for, but once in awhile, we're allowed! Somehow I never thought I'd age! Talk about denial...
Hope you're feeling better. You seem to be so full of life; life changes and sometimes the changes are tough to take but you and I are survivors, I'm sure!
Madison
Hi Madison...Yes we are survivors I am sure...and I am happy basically...just sometimes I fall apart..and the hubs are my escape...Cause no one judges me and they are just all so caring..as you are Thank you dear for commenting...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
Oooh, what can I say? Here is a warm and loving hug during times when you fall apart. I know if I ever find myself in that situation, I know I can run to you too for comfort. Hug! Hug. Hug.
Just being here says it sweetie and the hugs feel good...Thank you...and of course you can run to me IF ever you want...Have a good day ...G-Ma :o) Hugs & Peace
hope you have cheered up now....xxxx
im sorry for what you have been through G-Ma and i hate to say that its all my fault. There is only one thing worth living for and that is love, and because of me your stongest love has been removed from your life.
i am so sorry, i wish i could change things back to the way they were but its too late and we are too deep into the situation.
i wish you the best of luck in your life
youngly sacred
I know just how you feel. So simple and yet so moving. Good work!
Tim W
Thank you... timntim9...and I feel the same to this very day...I read your profile and Great Happiness to you both, sounds wonderful...:O) Hugs G-Ma
Hi G-Ma...
I know this comment is a little late, but I just came across your simple, but beautiful poem. You took the words right out of my mouth!
Thank you for sharing it with us.
I'm sorry for your hurt and pain.
Be blessed, take care and stay safe,
Diana
countrywomen 3 years ago
I didn't know that anything is amiss
But will still pray for what you miss
I know it is really tough to dismiss
even for you who always has a hug&kiss
and finally all I would say now is this
keep the hope for near is God's bliss